optimist

it is 12:24 pm. still searching for the right words to spill out in here.
after writing few childish entries previously, why not i'm trying to speak out my matured mind.
but im wondering, do i have one?

optimist is what im trying to be.
because i believe by being an optimistic i'll be more beautiful than others. 
yes, I AM TRYING..
its not so easy though.
faking ur smile for something/someone which is not suite ur life at all,
or for something/someone which is somehow hurting u oftenly and annoying u all the times.
but for the sake of beauty,
why not im just trying.
i know all those bad things will turn out to be good things to me.
InsyaAllah..
and if it is not, at least i'll be rewarded by Allah.
kan2? =)

jom kwn2 join sy yg tgh mencuba untuk berfikiran positif.

notakaki:so for my friends or who used to be my friends out there..whatever things happened, im not running away from u.trust me.